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I feel like I might have covered this in another post but I feel like phrasing it in another way. I think I’m at that point in my life where I need to figure out how much bullshit I really need in my life. I’m not old enough to where I can get rid of all the bullshit and get old but at the same time I don’t feel like I’m young enough to have to put up with some of the bullshit that everyone is telling me I need.

And this is all ignoring the fact that bullshit never really STOPS completely. I mean yeah to a certain extent there’s going to be a certain level of bullshit that you have to deal with but I’m talking more about just the stuff that I choose to have in my life.

Sometimes I feel like sometimes I could do with something dumb or bullshitty just because this is the time that I have to do stupid stuff like that. But at the same time I’m old enough where I know that this is the time that I should be growing up. Growing up. That’s a cute phrase to think about.

Never has pausing been more pretentious.

Just because you took one liberal studies course in college does not mean you know how life works. There is such a thing as swinging to far to the other side.

Just saying.

I am not going to feel bad or guilty for being a man. I don’t have a problem being pro-women but I definitely have a problem being anti-man. Please don’t blame me for every terrible thing that’s ever happened to women or been done by a man. If you don’t judge me I won’t judge you.

I might write about this again, but every time I start it gets me really annoyed and I go off track.

I don’t really know when this snuck up on me. Basically I feel like I’m at that point where I don’t know if I want to do film for the rest of my life or not. I feel like I’m not as enthusiastic as I used to be about it but at the same time I don’t really have anything else that I’m interested that I could realistically turn into a career. I might need to just start making more videos and shit but when it comes down to what I’d rather be doing I always feel like I would rather be tinkering with something or building something. I sort of feel like I have the aspirations of an artist with the ideas of an engineer. I know I want to create something but I don’t really know what that is yet. Ugh. Nothing like a semi mid life crisis at midnight with work the next day. Shit I don’t know if anyone still reads this shit here anymore.

I hate you tumblr.